I am absolutely convinced that there is no god. My experiences, my intelligence, my thought processes and my instincts lead me to this conclusion. Now then, suppose I'm wrong. Would a fair and just god really condemn me for trusting my own judgment? Would he prefer me to pretend to believe when I don't? No, I don't think so. If god exists and what I believe matters to him, then he should really blame himself for not providing sufficiently convincing evidence. When an innocent person is convicted of a crime, one doesn't hold honest jurors accountable. The blame lies with those whose job is was to provide the evidence.