hope you all doing well in this hard time. please accept my apologies for my English as am trying my best here :). anyway I am just a crazy guy who is just curious about everything so now I am in the middle of nowhere with my new research and hope I'll get the answer from you. happiness is what I am trying to search for. It's not the dopamine hormone that I care about its why there is a connection between slow processing in our brains that make laughing easier, I keep looking at little babies laughing at the spoon falling down from the table. At my friends when they are high they look just like they don't care and laughing for nothing, i drink alcohol just to find out where am i . on a scale from 0 to 10 where 0 is no awareness like sleeping and 10 is where am awake having my morning coffee getting ready to work. am not sure but the more I lose it more it's easier not to care and easier to laugh. am Athiest so I hope the answer is according to science. thank you a lot for the amazing effort. Sam.